271021 - Morning Pages

7:35. No time to even write / publish these. But I have to. Even if it’s just 100 words. So here we go. And lemme start with the journal.

Here we go with the journal.

Emoticon: :|. I did not sleep as well as I would have wanted to. Though I had a cold enough room, I did not find the sleep.
Mindful Index (on a scale of 10): 1.
Things that I am grateful for
1. When I am tired, when I go out, when I have to step out, I no longer have to think about money.
Things that would make my today great
1. I have a family function to attend. If I can be there and not be awkward, it would be great.
A daily affirmation.
Even though muck is thrown at me, I am able to manage things well. And I dont lose the shit in my head.
Amazing things that happened yesterday?
1. I met a friend for dinner. Had some alcohol. Not a lot. Some beer. Had alcohol after I dont know how many years. And yet I was able to hold myself well. No, I dont intend to do this everyday. Or often. Just that I had it after a while. And I could hold it. So that was amazing. Oh, and when I was there, it loved the momos they served.
What could have made yesterday better?
1. Again. Work. That’s something that I am slacking on. I need to fix it.
2. Food. Way too much food. Eating like a hog. I need to fix it!
Quote for the day
Real Artists Ship. This one is apparantly by Steve Jobs and I would love to make a tattoo of that on my butt! I really really need to learn how to start shipping.

That’s about it. No time to even write more. Will be back tomorrow. Here’s the streaks…

271021 – Morning Pages